When You're Gone


Where would I be
without you
How could i live
not having you next to me
Not knowing what
love was 'til you gave it to me
Never truly making love
until you made it with me
Missing you so bad when
we're apart
Needing to have your touch
wanting to have your kiss
Everything about you
Damn, I miss
Thinking that my dreams
are reality, when I see your face
next to me
When it's so hard to sleep
not being in your embrace
Damn, I miss
the way you whisper
I love you softly in my ear
as you pull me near
Hearing your heart beat
When I would lay my head on your chest
oh how good that felt
The times I spent just staring in
your eyes
seeing everything I need in my life
Damn, I miss

by Shay 2010

Wishful Thinking

Finding someone
that could complete me
Knowing deep down
how much having
you means to me
All the nights I'd lay awake thinking,
wishing, hoping
wanting that one person
to make me feel
this way
to truly love
to truly feel
to truly know
that love it real
and not just me
imagination and a dream
killed...
Only wanting to be next to you
So needing to just
hold you, kiss you
To show you how deep
my love is for you
Wondering if that person
is out there
someone to truly love me for me....

By Shay Magic 2009

Together

Could we be together
Could you love only me
Should I open my heart
and let you in
would this be the right thing
for me
Can my heart and my head
become one or is it
meant to be apart
Can I have you and we can be one
together can be you and me
together can we love
Us together

By Shay 2009

Still In Love

I found myself in your heart
I lost myself in your eyes
I melted in your arms
Decided to give you all of me
Opened my heart and
gave you everything
Made the plans to be
with you forever
Now not sure if we will ever be together
Wondering if I should stay
or let go and not try
You told me I no longer
have your heart
And you know you will
always have mine
But still something deep inside
says see if the love can survive
Unsure of what the future holds
Some how keeping thoughts of
still being close
Laying in bed at night
still wanting to feel you
by my side
Waking up whispering
your name
My heart still hurting
from the pain
of possibly having to
let you go
Hating every moment of the day
Because I don’t know
Will I ever be in your heart again
or will this love end
I’m still in love with you
but that much
You already knew....

By Shay 2009

My Comforter

You were my comforter
The one I ran to when I was in need
Now that it’s ended like this
who will hold me?
The shoulder to cry on
as the tears fall
The arms to hold me
with the words to let me
know everything will be ok
Who can I run to?
When everything seems so wrong
When it all feels so bad
Not being able to go back
and the fear of going forward
not knowing what lays ahead
Without the one you hope
would always be there
and I wonder
what else is there
not sure if I should
give up or try again
search for love
or just let it end
be alone and find myself
be my comforter
hold me, love me
be there for me
dry my tears as they fall
because you hurt me
and there’s no love at all


By Shay 2009

The Last Night

Inviting me over, knowing that you have something to say. As I sit there staring into
your eyes, I feel like something is wrong. When you begin to speak, tears full my eyes.
I know what’s going to come next, as you drop your head into your hands. They start to slowly roll down my face. Feeling my body shiver all over, and my stomach doing flips.
You begin to tell me how you love me, but how much you love her more. How you never
meant to hurt me, but you’re not sure what to do. My head fills with so many times when
I knew all of this was coming. Yet I never listened to what I was feeling and I thought it was just my nerves. I look into your eyes, and I’m not sure if this really hurts you, as much as you say it does. Knowing that the whole time you were with me. That you still had
feelings for her. As I think about all the plans we made, and all the times you said you loved me. Was it really meant to be? Were we the ones that were truly meant to be together?
You made me feel things as well as I made you feel things. And in all that feeling what really happened to us? Looking into your eyes one last time as I say those, once never thought about words, and my eyes are so sore and swollen.. I can feel my heart breaking
into so many pieces. And I wonder if you really care, or is this just something you need
to do. You know how much I love you and how much I care about you. Open my mouth
one last time to say goodbye. This time the meaning is different, and to say I will never
see you again. I hold you close, and squeeze tight just to know how it feels. Closing my eyes trying to never forget what it all meant to me. Stepping away slowly knowing that we will never do that again.. Wanting to say those three words “I love you”. But I know I won’t
get it back if I do. Trying to turn and walk away, and I hear you say. “Baby I’m sorry and I do love you still”. And I think yeah right like you really mean it. I turn to you and nod my
head, as I step down off the steps. The last night I see you, and the last time I say I love you. Goodbye and good luck....


By Shay 2009

Poem: "The Key..."
By: Shay Magic aka Shay L Harley

That Romantic Night

Something I was thinking about..Rose petals leading from the door to the bedroom with a note telling you to follow them...as you walk in to the room there are rose petals on the bed in the shape of a heart..with some chocolate and cherries in the middle..As you look around you don’t see me..so u go into the bathroom and the tub is fulled with bubbles and water with candles all around and music playing..with a note beside it telling you to get undressed and get in..when you do I come up from behind you and start to rub your shoulders..and kiss softly on your neck..slowly rubbing my hands down your chest..then as you reach for me I leave..you get out and dry off and come into the bed room...and you see me standing there in a red and white gown the top is red and the bottom is white but see thru...you get excited and slowly walk towards me...grabbing me pulling me close to you..as you slowly move your hands up and down my back..then turning me around laying my back against your chest..feeling your hands rubbing my thighs as I slowly grind my hips against you..you take me to the bed and lay me down on my back..as you lift up my gown gently rubbing my thighs as you move your hands up my legs..feeling you fingers rubbing my skin..staring into your eyes..as you slowly move your hands up my body to my stomach brushing your thumbs over my spot before you get to my stomach.. you lean down and kiss me..teasing my body with your fingers and your lips as I moan softly loving the way your hands feel on my body..then you stop and stand up by the bed.. so I sit up in front of you..putting my hands on your hips pulling you to me..placing soft kisses on your stomach around your naval then slowly licking over your stomach my wet tongue gently brushing over your skin..as you start to moan louder..moving my tongue up to your chest..feeling your fingers going thru my hair..my fingers rubbing down your sides down to your thighs then back up again..as I lick around your nipples then up to your neck..your moans get louder..I kiss your lips softly then lay back on the bed..you grab my legs then pull them apart by my ankles..as I'm moaning and telling you how much I love you and want you..you lay on top of me holding my head as you kiss me lips..rubbing my legs against yours..grinding my hips against yours you begin to kiss down my neck to my soft breast lightly licking across the top of them you pull them out of my top and my nipples are so hard begging for you to lick and suck on them..feeling your tongue brushing over them I squeeze you tighter..feeling you suck them into your mouth feeling you breath on them as you lick and suck makes me moan louder loving the way it feels..feeling your lips travel down my stomach to place kisses on my thighs then move back up to my lips..as you grind your hips against mine I reach down between us and take you in my hands slowly and gently stroking it as we kiss...holding it I put you inside of me pushing my hips up..to get it all in side wrapping my legs around you pulling you in deeper...you take my hands and pull them over my head..holding them there as you slowly push in and pull out of me staring into my eyes.. pushing my hips up to meet yours with every push... as we go faster feeling you push harder..moaning louder saying your name..

By Shay 2009

The Pain Of Letting Go


Whoever said it was an easy thing to do?
Life is hard enough with its uncertain fears
especially those that bring about tears
Letting go of the nights you held me in your arms
Always wondering if you were mine to keep
Letting go of the sweet way you said I Love You
with the thought of holding you close to let you know
how much I cared
Letting go of the dreams we both held so close
now knowing the hard process
of letting go of the one you love most
Life’s not easy
It’s even harder knowing that you are no longer mine
Thinking of the future we planned and wondering why
it ended this way
I can’t believe we drifted apart
But I know I must let go for a brand new start


By: Shay Magic
Copyright ©2009 Shay L Harley

A Feeling

You make me smile
you make me glad
You make me feel things
i never had
When i feel your touch
and know you're there
like a cool breeze in the air
the kiss of your lips
the words that you speak
like the warmth of the sun
flowing over me
You make me want you
you make me care
feeling your fingers
gently pulling through my hair
The joy that you give me
the love that you share
Knowing that i always need you
there

Poem Personal by Shay Magic

By: Shay Magic

Poem: Personal

The one

Could you be the one that makes me happy
are you the person to handle all my needs
what if I can be your everything and be
the one to make you happy
if I showed you me and let you in my heart
would you be there for me
or would you run away
wondering what I can do to make you stay
just looking for a little love and happiness
someone to not turn there back
on my feelings and my heart
could you be the one for me


By: Shay Magic
Copyright ©2009 Shay L Harley

Samantha's Lullaby

Just close your eyes
and sleep tonight
and fly to wherever you go.
But just know I'll be right here waiting for you.
And hurting you is something I'll never do.

Just close your eyes
and sleep tonight
and fly to wherever you go.
I love you always and forever,
Our two souls together, that no one can sever.

Just close your eyes
and sleep tonight
and fly to wherever you go.
You're always in my thoughts, and always in my dreams.
It seems you're never far away from me.

Just close your eyes
and sleep tonight
and fly to wherever you go
Every waking moment and every restless night, I think of you.
So just know that we'll never ever be through.

Just close your eyes
and sleep tonight
and fly to wherever you go.
Because I'll be right here waiting for


By: Shay Magic
Copyright ©2009 Shay L Harley

The Intimate Moment

One Girl
One boy
One love
Two hearts
Four hands
Four legs
All intertwined
Lips intertwined
Hands Wrapped Around
Waist
Thigh
Up and down
Little gasps for air
Little giggles that make you smile
Playing with stands of hair
Rubbing and kissing
Laughing and joking
Kicking and smirking
Sorry is never the case
Love is strong
The sex is great
Loving you up and down
One boy
One girl
One heart
That beats as one
For the first time
Their hearts pounding
Their breath is racing
Hands all over
Grunting
Loving
One another up and down…


By: Shay Magic
Copyright ©2009 Shay L Harley

My Love 4 You

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.
This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.
You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.
Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.
So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

By: Shay Magic
Copyright ©2009 Shay L Harley

What I Know

I know that I want to give myself to you
Mind ,Body , and Soul
Just to know that you are that one
that makes me whole
To open my heart and let you in
Things won’t be the same
Knowing once I do that
I would be completely yours
Once I give my heart to you
I can’t deny it anymore
Those feelings I’ve tried to just let go
The things I hold inside that you don’t know
Knowing that I’ve lied every time I’ve said no
To your questions of loving you
And deep in my heart I know it’s true
and all I want to do is be the one
for you.



By: Shay Magic
Copyright ©2009 Shay L Harley

I Wonder Why

The thoughts in my head
overwhelming the feeling in my heart
the way I am for you
words could never start
laying awake at night staring at the ceiling
wondering deep down
are you feeling what I’m feeling
I can’t begin to imagine
how I ended up this way
I just keep on replaying that day
and what I said or didn’t say
to make things turn out this way
what must I do
what must I say
How did I end up like this
I can’t begin to imagine
or even explain
but our worlds became connected
and its something I can’t let go
even though it seems so easy to just
tell you no
but my heart won’t let me


By: Shay Magic
Copyright ©2009 Shay L Harley

Confused

Where does my broken heart go?
When you love someone so much
And they run away
When everything the heart feels
just goes away
What happens when there's nothing left
Where do you go to feel whole again?
Never wanting to get hurt
but taking your heart
on the emotional
ride of loving someone like you
What do I do to feel the way I once knew?
the way I felt before I met you
Before my heart was broken in two?


Shay L Harley
Copyright ©2009 Shay L Harley

That Spot

Can you be my escape

my light amongst all the darkness

my smile when I’m frowning

the joy when I’m feeling sad

Show me the love you have for me

show me how to be happy in your eyes

strong in your embrace

Lost in the warmth of your soul

Can you be my escape from this world so cold

Open up and let me crawl inside

Be the place I can hide

From all the things that bring me down

Poem: "The Spot..."

By Shay Magic aka Shay L Harley

Higher Love

Your love takes me higher than the sky above
You send me in ecstasy with your love
Put your hand in mine
fly to the clouds above
Soft like and angel and feathers on a dove
Your love takes mehigher than I’ve ever knownl
ighting that fire within my soul
I’m feeling things I’ve never felt before
You’re the drug that eases my pain
One kiss from your lips drives me insane
This high is better than heroin or cocaine
You’re all that I need and
Your love takes me where I want to be


Poem: "Higher Love..."
© 2008 Stories of Love...
By: Shay Magic